im a 39 year old man with no life, no wife and no future.
i just tried to hang myself and failed. why do i feel this way
all the time. did finding my mom in a field with a bottle of
pills do this to me. nobody cares anyway. is it because i
drink like my dad did. i miss mom and dad so much. now
that they are gone i feel so alone all the time. no one
knows how hard it was growing up with a suicidel mother
and a drunk father, but in the end i still loved them. i try to
drink to kill the pain, but always hurt everyone around me.
it makes me hurt even more. i don’t know what to do.
please help.
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hey man, no life no wife and no future, Yeah ive felt like that, I guess all you can do is fight from it and try to picture something you want and try to move towards it. stop hurting everyone around you and try to give out a loving vibe and you’ll feel better, anyone can do it you’ve just got to choose to change. I know its not easy but choose life and life will choose you, and if it doesnt then keep choosing it and in the end you’ll find it, hope this helps
I wish I could help. But you’re not alone and someone cares if you get through today. I do.
killme39,
We are just things. Things in the world. Everything. God.
Treat man good. Treat woman good.
They can love you, or to kill you.
So treat your booze right.
You won’t strangle a woman at her neck, and say, “listen, listen ! Just listen ! And ALWAYS listen !”
When you understand that, first treat the same to your booze, with love.
Then all that you drink to, is no more hate, but love !
When love is then so overwhelmed, a question will soon pop up, “Oh, there are so many better things awaiting !”