I met Someone!!!!

Im sitting in my apartment listening to the verve and thinking about how lucky i am. I swear i dont im gona stop smiling for a week.

Im happier than usual because i met someone amazing. She is so perfect its crazy. I seriously never thought i would ever meet anyone i could like every again. But this girl has been relentless, i met her in the library and she has been coming up and talking to me for a few weeks now, i have been politely brushing off her advances until now. Last Saturday i was sick of making excuses, i just said look i will have a drink with her and she will she im not very interesting and just leave me alone.

But man is she interesting, like crazy. Its just awesome. She is smart and has a quick wit and awesome body (I know this shouldn’t matter but i am very Shallow i always have been, No ones perfect). I shoot down most girls who try it on with me because i only like the really hot ones(sorry i know im terrible) but they are usually a bit slow, like they have had life handed to them, I hate that type, they think they can have whatever they want, well they cant have me. I know its childish but i always get a kick out of shooting them down and then walking away when there jaw drops. Its the little things that get you through the day people.

I need a person who has been through shit and is down to earth and who i can have a intelligent conversation with. Either way she is awesome and on the level and smoking hot. I told her about some of my past and she didn’t run away screaming, she just listened and then responded with stories of her own. She is like a one and a million girl.

So yeah, im happy, seriously i cant stop smiling.

Now for the not so happy part, I have been given a promotion at work and between that and Jen and my side projects that doesnt leave alot of time for the suicide project im afraid.

I will try and log on whenever i can, but im not going to be around much for a while, at least not until my life crashes and burns down around  me again 🙂 .

I hope everyone finds the happiness that they seek.

If anyone wants to talk you can still email me. Also if “endoftheline” posts another vid someone let me know, i wana see how it plays out.

Well ive got a hot date so, See yeah guys

Peace

🙂