ive been having horrible dreams..
i usedÂ try and sleep my life away because i hate it so much
now.. i cant even close my eyes.
im being trapped, mistreated its horrible
i wake up and i need drugs
anti depressants dont do shit but make you more depressed
weed doesnt do much anymore
i need something more
i need to stop having these dreams
no one is a friend in my dreams
all my friends in life are trying to hurt me and i let them
i think its because id rather at least have them there.. even if they hurt me .. in my dreams anyways
i cant seperate the reality from the dreams.
i take out my anger when im awake
i wonder if these dreams are signes
not that everyone is out to get me but they end up hurting me
one way or another.. if just with one word, one look ,one action
i wake up in a no nO NOO NOOO ! state of mind
sweating and heart racing
im so afraid
will these people really hurt me
should i do something before they do ?
i feel like i have no control
it makes me nauseous
the wanting it all end
if you know something about dreams or something that can help… please …