Ive been thinking alot about all sorts of things. Uhm I just don’t know what to do I honestly can say though taking my life doesn’t seem right at all someone made me relize that sure I’m still going to struggle through this and using these small things to numb the pain but one decision has been mad that I’m not going to take my own life if anything I’m just going to let what ever happens on it’s own and maybe I do need help but that will be decided at a different time I havnt even taken a hit of dope today even though I’m drinking slot still I don’t know maybe things will turn around I still have the feeling of wanting to leave..just escape from reality..just for abit.
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At least you have made I firm decision. Last night I decided I was going to buy a food processor and this morning I put my plan into action and made the necessary purchase. It feels somewhat liberating, the pier you get from having control over your culinary future. Sort of stand up and say to the world you have had enough of it’s additives and genetically modified produce.
you’re quite brave for making the harder choice
I wish I’d make the same one but I’ve developed so much disinterest in and scorn for the human experience
It wasn’t that difficult a choice. I just went with the Kenwood as it was £34.99