I suppose I suffer from what a psychiatrist would call a classic case of depression.
I’m not stupid. I know that life can suck at times for everyone, but THIS is getting out of control.
I have a TON of things ‘going’ for me; at least in the sense of having what MOST Â people consider ‘successful’…
A great, well-paying job, money in the bank, etc…but it doesn’t mean DICK to me…
I wake up every morning wanting to just simply be DEAD. This life thing is a cruel joke & I just want it OVER.
I’m already on Xanax b/c of my anxiety attacks -which are bad enough- but I just get the feeling that there is NO pharmaceutical or herbal relief to circumvent this overwhelming feeling of despair.
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hey dont give up.. You do seem like you have alot going for you… i Hope you the best.. ANd remember you have people that look up to you. that you are strong enough to go on one more day
Medications can bring about improvement but rarely bring you back to your best.
Could be worse for you, I’m depressed and have no redeeming qualities. On top of which I have a drink problem, gambling problem, debt problem well there are just too many to list.
This life thing is a cruel joke & I just want it OVER.
there are quick painless ways, if you are serious
do it while you’re on top