I had a dream on Wednesday, well more of a nightmare. I used to have that nightmare ever since I was very young. It was about voices. I never knew what they said, but their tone of voice was angered, even disappointed. They hate me, and I asked them why, but then on Wednesday night, after everyone slept, I laid in bed. I heard a long continuous beep and then the nightmare began.
Only, I hadn’t fallen asleep…
Those voices, which may as well be a replay of my dreams all the events that happened in that dream, every one of those nights replayed in my head and as I asked it why it hated me, I broke down crying, silently in the darkness of my room. With those traumatizing voices in my head, freaking me out, i started crying, sweating, and even felt really dizzy. Out of fear, I turned on the light and texted my beautiful cousin, she’s worried about me. I told her I’m afraid I’m actually going crazy. She thinks I’m possessed by a spirit or took exctasy or something. I wasn’t on drugs, I never used an ouijja board. There are very few noises that trigger a part of my dream. I never knew what those noises were. I just heard one a while ago. It brought back one of the flashbacks. I feel fear, help me…
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ok well first off, just breath. Calm down, i knowbits wierd, voices yelling at u is pretty scary but its ok. U might wanna talk to ur doctor about these voices, its highly unlikelybur possesed, as long as u dont ‘open the door” or basically invite or taunt them in they usually leave us alome( im not super religious but thats what i believe) it might be a surpressed memoery from ur very young childhood…i have this wierd dreams of a single scream and something bad is happenimg to me but i when i wake up i dont know what it was…sorry this probably isnt very helpful but i hope those voices go away. But if they start to tell u to do “bad” things u definitly should see a doc.
Yeah but im kinda glad i have them it gives me a reason other than the usual ones to want to die or to be put in a mental asylum. Why do they hate me though???
i dont know it might be u just self hating, ur own self consious, basically u creating voices to tell u all the thing u hate about urself or think others hate about you…but i could be wrong
I cant understand the voices though and they are exact replays of my prevoius dreams yet i was awake so i
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yeah, sorry i really dont know….r u on any meds?
Nope I’ve used Marijuana in the past 6 months, but it’s been 3 weeks since I last used some, but no correlation between the two. I’m 17 as well, and it was the night before my birthday.