I have clinical depression. I’ve cut “Ugly”, “Never Perfect”, and “Daddy” into myself. I have scattered cuts on my thighs, arms, and stomach. I tried to kill myself about 9 months ago, I overdosed on Midol. All my dad did was yell at me, and it’s all he does now. He insults me and yells at me and I blame him for a good deal of my depression. My best friend is a wreck, she’s tried to kill herself twice. Once recently, and I could’ve prevented it. I want to die. Every time I shower I contemplate filling the tub and drowning myself. I smoke and am bisexual, and nothing’s helping. My suicidal thoughts won’t go away. I’m just waiting for the end, for something to push me too far to be saved. I’m only 14 years old.
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erm first of all you need to stop smoking. that actually makes depression worse. and if ur dad is that much of a shithead you need to report him to the police. cuz what he’s doing is basically the whole hate crime. which you(as in he right now) can be arrested for.