i know that feeling. i keep putting me killing my self off. i am so close to giving up and doing it. but the thing that is stopping me i s my brother. he is always their with me. i dont want to let go of him but i want to let go of the rest of my family.
I am also in the same position as you, I would be dead long ago if it was’nt for my family and things just get harder and harder day by day, i don’t want to make them suffer when i’m gone. i feel like my family let me down sometimes too.
i relate to all of you except i have one difference. My family isn’t who i live for. i have atepted suicide and right now i wish i would have gone through with is. But i don’t know why but i didn’t. Something stoped me since then things ahve just gotten worse i told someone how i felt. it was a mistake i trusted them and now more people know. I even had to talk to the cops. They called my dad and now he treats me like im an idiot. I just want to quit give it all up. The only reason i feel like i can’t is my best friend who may be a little older but it would kill her if she knew i cutt and want to die and ifeel like if i did kill myself she may do the same. she is already suicidal and i just don’t know what id do if she died and im sure she feels the same. My parents want to move which would separate me and her. i go to her with my problems i will feel more alone in this messed up world than i ever have before. I maydo something to my self and leave her here. SHe is stronger than me nad has a better life since middle school i don’t want to take that from her.
You shouldn’t. You can’t live solely for others, that’s a terrible existence. You must live for yourself. The ones you love have suffered, will suffer and will recover. Life is just one blow after the other. Unless you have responsibilities (like children for example) I say go for it, if you’re ready.
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i know that feeling. i keep putting me killing my self off. i am so close to giving up and doing it. but the thing that is stopping me i s my brother. he is always their with me. i dont want to let go of him but i want to let go of the rest of my family.
I am also in the same position as you, I would be dead long ago if it was’nt for my family and things just get harder and harder day by day, i don’t want to make them suffer when i’m gone. i feel like my family let me down sometimes too.
i relate to all of you except i have one difference. My family isn’t who i live for. i have atepted suicide and right now i wish i would have gone through with is. But i don’t know why but i didn’t. Something stoped me since then things ahve just gotten worse i told someone how i felt. it was a mistake i trusted them and now more people know. I even had to talk to the cops. They called my dad and now he treats me like im an idiot. I just want to quit give it all up. The only reason i feel like i can’t is my best friend who may be a little older but it would kill her if she knew i cutt and want to die and ifeel like if i did kill myself she may do the same. she is already suicidal and i just don’t know what id do if she died and im sure she feels the same. My parents want to move which would separate me and her. i go to her with my problems i will feel more alone in this messed up world than i ever have before. I maydo something to my self and leave her here. SHe is stronger than me nad has a better life since middle school i don’t want to take that from her.
You shouldn’t. You can’t live solely for others, that’s a terrible existence. You must live for yourself. The ones you love have suffered, will suffer and will recover. Life is just one blow after the other. Unless you have responsibilities (like children for example) I say go for it, if you’re ready.