i am lost. i feel like i have no home. im 13 years old and i dont want to be here anymore. ive lived in north america all my life, and 6 months ago i moved here, to europe. since then, i feel like i havent made any friends, while my pretty and skinny and sporty sisters have. im never included, and i feel like i have no place in this world. my sister that ive always been able to talk to has tured away, because she has gotten a boyfriend. he drinks . alot and gets drunk very often. shes turned away from me, and so have all my friends in america. everyones forgotten. i go unnoticed all the time. im just the quiet sad girl in school. im lonely, depressed, suffering and i cry everday. i have no one to talk to, and i just want to end my suffering. im alone.. whatever i say, im greeted with hate . ive begun to have a deep hatred towards everyone in my life. im worthless, hopeless, and useless. why are you even reading this? i just desperatley need somone to talk to. everyone has stopped caring. can somone talk to me?
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hey dear
Many people are depressed….I have been through it, and may still be. I have a faith in god that gets me through each day. I’m sorry you are feel depressed
Sometimes we are used to expieriencing beatiful moments and magic moments with someone else..perhaps a girlfriend or boyfriend…the truth is the magic is always there and we sometimes feel we can’t enjoy it unless someone else is there to expeirence it with….and sometimes we get depressed when its so beutiful outside and you can feel magic in the air…and there is no one to share that feeling with…but we need to understand that the universe is sharing that feeling with you and you are not alone like you may think…please don’t think that you are alone
you are surrounded by love from the earth and universe….enjoy the magic no matter if you are by yourself….you are not alone enjoy enjoy be well be loved always be….
Girl, you’re not alone. Don’t kill yourself, please. I don’t know what your religion is, but God’s got you. He’s gonna keep you safe, & he put you in these shoes for a reason. You’ll find that reason soon enough, but you will never find it if you give up now. I’m 13 too, & trust me i feel the same. It’s awful. Just please, keep your head up.
13 is way too young to not believe things will get better, please don’t lose all faith just yet. I promise you, hang on long enough and they will be eventually. Sounds pointless and untrue right now, I know. Nonetheless, you have to fight this. Not just for yourself, but for every one of us who feel the way you do. Hang on and hang on and hang on and eventually I’m sure you’ll find something worth living for. You’re also not as alone as you think. There are thousands you ‘you’s out there, I promise. Loads of us go through the day silently, just praying that maybe we’ll be noticed, caught out, or just generally cared about. Look hard enough and hang on long enough and you’ll begin to see how not alone you are. TRy your hardest to participate in life more, even if it just means raising your head when you walk down corridors. And keep smiling, I know it sounds cliche, but it’s true that smiling at someone can brighten both your day and theirs. Let the world see you smile. Most of all, you are NOT worthless. I know it takes more than just a comment online to actually believe that, but it’s true. You have so much value in the world and I’m sure in the lives of others. Do not take yourself away. You are not alone, you are loved and you are worthy.