I Abhor Love (Soon To Be Put To Music!)

When you look up at me
Can you not see
This love hiding shamefully

Behind my painted face
Emptiness I embrace

I see your heart braking
I try to stop shaking
But you don’t know what you’re taking
From me

These years slowly passing
And I am just guessing
That soon I’ll be watching
This all from above

I won’t yearn for my home
Because I’ve been shown
That death is all I want
I’ll have peace and rest
Nothing to protest
Nothing to deplore
But I’d give it all up
I’d suffer through this dump
Because I’ll miss you more

But I am so broken
You are destined
For higher heights, greater ends

You won’t know my twisted love
Because you’re so far above
Me

From so very far below
Your radiance simply shown
Stealing everything I could own
With your indifference

Death has won for me
Taken everything I could be
But you won’t even see
Me when I’m gone

I will just yearn for you
Knowing what we’d’ve come to
You are all I want
But I’ll have peace and rest
Nothing to protest
Nothing to deplore
But I’d let it all go
Just to let you know
That I’ll miss you more

While I am dead
You are unaware
Of what you’ve taken

What you have
But you cannot care
In return

So just cut me
Because even your knife is heaven

I want peace and rest
Nothing to protest
Nothing to deplore
I want to give it all up
To suffer through this dump with you
Because I’ll miss you more

More than life
I’ll miss you more than life

I’ll miss you more

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