Well here is my story. Today I was too much of a coward to suicide as usual. I want to be gone out of this world so bad. There is no point for me to be here. I’m a failure, my whole family is. I’m gay. I can’t live like this. I’m a high school senior who has no future because I’m undocumented. What’s the point of life if I know I’m set for failure already. I can’t afford college and I can’t even focus with school anymore I just want to be gone forever!
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I know how it feels to be feeling like you are, i have spent most of my life in this horrible blackhole that i suddenly found myself in. I used to describe it as “hiding in the dark with the monsters, with nonlight, no chance, no hope of help, the monsters gnawing biting at my feet” but my head was like this thick fog, i couldnt think straight, collect any thoughts, it used to hurt so much, i wanted to cry, i carried on fighting because i wanted to live because i believed it could get better. It can get better. I know at the moment it feels like it cant and you are probably shaking your head right now…
Mine started when i was 3! Yes you read that right.. Three years old. Im now 28 (or nearly at least) im still here fighting, though not through lack of attempts.
Please find the strenght to keep on fighting, while i might not be able to reply straight away, or have advice i am always here x