Oh Life (Nov 30th, 2010)

I liked the taste of your lips,
But then later on it turned bitter.
I tried to ignore it-
I couldnt.
The warmth that was there beside me-
Automatically turned into cold.
It’s because if winter?
Cause my skin seems to bleed,
And my teeth start to chatter.
There’s no grasp of life.
I breathe in the poisoned air-
As it slithers down my throat-
Something says let go.
I cannot simply do that,
The music that rang in my ear-
One day stopped.
I searched high and low,
But I cannot find my Wonderland.
Why is everything leaving,
Is it a wish that I asked for?
Oh where is all hope-
Or a trustworthy home.
The stars-
That used to be my memories.
Seem to be a forgotten dream.
I try to grasp for a drink,
Of youth.
But the years go by.
Are we kidding ourselves?
With the fact of opinions.
I did not set my sail just yet.
Then why am I head east?
Instead of west.
A maze or is it a puzzle?
Oh dear,
What do you want from me.
Cause you’re cutting my soul-
Right in half.
Extinction will soon come-
And I’ll be in my grave,
So set my wings free,
Or end my dying life.