Why does being a teenager suck so much.?

Seriously, think back to your teen years or if you are a teen think about it. Everything suck.For me it’s like no one listens,caring, or understands anything about me. I have like no friends so i bury all of my emotions deep down inside. I’m extremely socially awkward. I’m supper shy and it’s hard for me to make friends. I only have 2 friend and one has moved so far away that i will probably never see her again. I’m stuck in the poorest city in america and I really don’t belong here. I hate it so much that I isolate myself in cyber school just to get away from all the “ghetto” kids. My mom treats me like property that she can do what she wants with. My dads always telling me”boys only want one
thing” and i’m finding out he’s right. The only thing I can’t figure out is do I care. I mean virginity isn’t that fucking important. When I fall for a guy i like never get over him. Iv’e even started smoking marijuana to escape the reality of my sucky ass life and it helps me to be more outgoing.I over think ever thing until i have huge panic attacks. There’s most likely more things i could tell you about my sucky life but that’s all i can think of right now. So how was/is your teen life and if it sucked/sucks then why do you think it did/does.?