I want to die because, I am tired of fighting, struggling, trying to live right and being alone.  I am living with consequences for my actions, b/c I was too stupid in my youth to know better. Now my life is confusing and hellish. I just hope that when I die, I don’t go to hell,”if it’s real”, because I live in hell when I have to wake up and face another day.  When I go to church feel miserable, the life I dreamed of having, will never be. I just wish God would put me out of my misery. Years ago I saw a episode called “DEATH is my gift”. Right now, Death would be a gift for me.
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What did you do when you were young?