why do people hurt themselves? why do they want to die? because they believe, TRULY believe that their lives are a living hell. that there is no way they can ever go back and change it. that there’s no way out. is that true? is there a point of no return? well, that all depends on the perspective. everyone, everywhere, any situation can be changed. you can always go back and change yourself and your life for the better. i know because i was there, i was hopeless. that’s what i thought, but i was so wrong. if you’re still reading this keep reading…for everyone that doesn’t already know, I’m 13 years-old. i used to fantasize about killing myself everyday, i used to cut myself everyday just to see how much i could bleed. it was almost like a contest to me, to see how far i would take it and see how far i could go until i couldn’t anymore. I’m recovering from an eating disorder. well disorders. i was bulimic and anorexic, but those stories are for another time. but please know for everyone out there that thinks there is NO way out. there is. you just need to decide for yourself when you’re ready to stop being afraid of happiness and when you’re ready to start living again.
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I’m a recovering anorexic myself. I am proud of you! Keep up the good work. 🙂
yourfriend82: thank you! 🙂 i will, and you too!
Congrats for working so hard. We all know how difficult it is and how it feels, which is why it’s so impressive. We try it’s the only thing that we can do.
Don’t forget to follow your own advice!
Stay Strong
Just saw your post you should be proud you are an amazing person.
thank you. that means so much to me you have no idea. i think i’ve read some of your post and even possibly commented on them. but thank you again it means alot.