I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I’m fucked up. I like to screw with people. I do it on purpose but I can’t stop myself. I am the kind of person who deserves to be shot, but I’m not gonna shoot myself. If anyone actually meets me in person, please kill me. Make me suffer. I don’t deserve to live, I’ve hurt too many people. I can’t help it if I lash out at others when I’m in pain.
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I doubt you deserve to be shot! But I know this feeling, of deep disgust with self over pain you cause others. I can only recognize the behavior after I have done it. I can’t stop the train when it’s rolling; when I’m in a good mood, I say things that seem to me casual, but deeply offend others.
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I forgive u. U should too