tonight, was the first time ever I had cut myself. I don’t know what exactly came over me but I was crying a ton and so confused.
I was so deeply depressed I started writing sucide poems and such. I got so worked up I walked over and grabbed scissors and cut. it hurt so bad..then to make things worse I went and was about to hang myself! I have always thought about what would happen if I killed myself but I was actually doing it! I was crying so much then I thought of my family and friends and how unfair it would be to them.
I’ve never felt this feeling before..so alone and depressed, so confused.
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I know it feels terrible.
Thinking about suicide and cutting is part of a complex reaction to depression and emotional pain.
You are not crazy, but you probably need help.
I have written many posts on here to help you understand these feelings.
You can search for them.
For starters try reading;
the Cutter
the Suicide
the mentor
the plan
There are many helpful people here who will listen to your story,
We would be honored to hear it.
Peace
thank you so much. I think I just felt so alone last night that’s why I tried to do it. i will definatley check out your stories.. thank you for being here for me when nobody else was
I don’t know what you feel about cuttinq but don’t make It a habit,It’s very addictive.It can become your bestfriend.
Are you a newbie?If you are then stichk around!I wanna hear your story and help you out!
yes I am new here and I joined because I was so confused as to why this is all happening. I woke up this morning feeling a little better, and kind of glad that I didn’t kill myself. thank you for helping me out
You are welcome
My time here is short,
Soon I must leave,
But before I go I will leave a full description of a path to healing.
And as you have seen others will gather around here to help you when you reach out.
Just ask them.
Peace