Freedom

Kill me to free me
Tis my only option now
Cause I don’t have faith in myself
And ive lost my way long ago

In this storm that I brave to see a better day
I find myself crawling
Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here

For my soul died long ago 
I live as a hollow shell
So go ahead and kill me
Send the rest of me to hell

Or release me from this hell
Where today I now dwell 
Searching for something else
To stay for, to breathe for, to live for

My tears have fallen for you
For the past the present and future too
But hark I have none left
For all mine eyes do stand out of breath
From overuse 
and so I blew 
my tear ducts into dust 

I fear not death nor dark nor the unknown abyss that follows
I will brave them alone as no one may follow me 
On this last journey
To reach my final destination:
Salvation from this hell I live
This fire I breathe
And this pain that tears my heart apart.