Been having sleeping problems again lately. My depression always flops around. Mild sadness to a few days of happy (or numb?) then weeks of no sleep can’t wait to die I hate everyone because no one cares about me I’m useless anyways depression. That’s where I am now so I may be up for a while
Been having sleeping problems again lately. My depression always flops around. Mild sadness to a few days of happy (or numb?) then weeks of no sleep canΓ’β¬β’t wait to die
This very very me.
I have has depression for 17 years but strangley enough I have never hated myself just life.
Though I know it is very normal to have low seld estem with depression even if you are a wonderful loving person cause the lack of love caring in your life makes you feel worthless nut you are not. Try to remember that. If someone can’t love you that is a fault on there part not yours
It’s ok and yeah. I don’t know if I can do it just out of fear of the realization that death is upon me. But I want to so bad. I know that if I am gonna do it, I have three weeks to get it over with
I have to go to bed now sleeping pill just kicking in.
I don’t what to say as I don’t know if death is the answer. I hope it is the peace I’m after but how musch do we really know about peace if we are dead. I just keep hopinh there is another answer but then hope wears a bit thin.
Just hanghs in there and lets see if we can find it first
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I’ll be up for at least 2 or 3 more hours. Unless I can’t sleep again tonight then maybe like 5. Been happening a lot lately.
What time is it for you right now?
I have had insomnia for about a year now.
It’s 8:50 pm
Ok
It is 1.56am for me right now
Jules x
Been having sleeping problems again lately. My depression always flops around. Mild sadness to a few days of happy (or numb?) then weeks of no sleep can’t wait to die I hate everyone because no one cares about me I’m useless anyways depression. That’s where I am now so I may be up for a while
Been having sleeping problems again lately. My depression always flops around. Mild sadness to a few days of happy (or numb?) then weeks of no sleep canΓ’β¬β’t wait to die
This very very me.
I have has depression for 17 years but strangley enough I have never hated myself just life.
Though I know it is very normal to have low seld estem with depression even if you are a wonderful loving person cause the lack of love caring in your life makes you feel worthless nut you are not. Try to remember that. If someone can’t love you that is a fault on there part not yours
Jules xxx
I have been drinking so sorry about my typing lol x
It’s ok and yeah. I don’t know if I can do it just out of fear of the realization that death is upon me. But I want to so bad. I know that if I am gonna do it, I have three weeks to get it over with
How old are you? I’m 15
How old are you? I’m 15.
I have to go to bed now sleeping pill just kicking in.
I don’t what to say as I don’t know if death is the answer. I hope it is the peace I’m after but how musch do we really know about peace if we are dead. I just keep hopinh there is another answer but then hope wears a bit thin.
Just hanghs in there and lets see if we can find it first
Night Hun
Jules x
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