I have no one to trust or talk to. Not even myself. I’m too embarrassed to overview my thoughts with myself. I’m getting tempted to eat because I have absolutely nothing else to do. Psychiatric drugs have devestated my brain, left me in a permanent confused oblivious fog. Post here if you have the time to communicate with me.
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You have US though. We are the OSPers of the US and other places
Haha we’ve been chatting on everyones post for the past half hour haha
I know but you don’t always reply to my posts. I have a hangover that has lasted over 6 weeks from shrooms, and before that I had a hangover that lasted almost 4 weeks. I did shrooms again after my first time when my hangover was mostly gone. I can’t tell if I still have one or not. I did crystal meth several months ago to help me starve myself and it really screwed up my body. Back then I didn’t really care because my body and health were so damaged but now I regret it.
Yeah i used to aspyxiate myself (hands on my cartoud artery and press until loss of conciousness) and now I feel a bit brain damaged. I didn’t care for a while though. I was addicted to doing it, because it helped me forget, suppressed most memories I had.
Now i can barely remember what i did last week
I heard that’s how electroshock therapy works, it fries their brain and ruins the patients memory so they can’t remember why they’re depressed, which causes them to feel less depressed.
Being mentally ill sucks. Do you have some good days and some bad days or is everything the same for you.
Every day is horrible for me.
What is the experience like for you?
I feel physically exhausted and drained every day and it feels as if everyday I relive tramatizing experiences from my past.