Sorry people hehe the title was just an example of how only serious things get the attention. Just a test is all… Mostly I wanted to be aware of stuff people would want to read about from someone else’s point of view. Sometimes an outside opinion from someone who doesn’t really have a biased opinion might be all you need. I rather understood the comment about pain being on the inside while on the outside it’s damn near hidden. It spoke to me a lot, I know I’m not alone.
It’s still pretty early for bed and I wanted to get up resonably early so if I find myself unable to post something serious before bed I’m sorry.
To those wondering abou the title. It simply means like, I’m not fully aware of how much I wan to commit suicide. But the feeling is always there that it’s possible.
BOTTOM LINE. PLEASE COMMENT DISCUSSION TOPIX FOR ME. I can think of a lot reasonably but it helps