Please. Please no. Don’t do this. i know it feels like no one cares & like no one notices or helps or listens or any of that, but trust me they do.
My Uncle, killed himself 2 years ago. He hung himself on the back porch. He lived with my Grandparents. Imagine that. Waking up one beautiful morning, setting out to have your coffee on the deck, and seeing your son, or someone you love to death, dead. He had attempted it before, but was never able to actually do it.
He had a daughter that was 3. He had friends and family that loved him to death. He was depressed, and no one would give him the help he needed.
If only people would see, not with their eyes, but with their soul, and heart. They think no one will miss them when they die, that no one will care, or even notice.
Well, your wrong.
That’s just what my uncle thought. He couldn’t handle his pain anymore. It’s been 2 years and his parents are still mourning. So are his two sisters, brothers in law, everyone. My grandparents are even afraid to leave the house anymore.
All I’m saying is, don’t do this. I know you get this from EVERYONE. But seriously, go up to your parents or someone you love and say to their face
“I am going to kill myself.”
Watch their reaction. That’s how you know that they care.
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Those are kind words,
But,
I really worry about the guilt that people might feel if they are asked to “think of the others you are hurting”.
Unfortunately this guilt can just pile on the bad feelings and bring more pain.
And, unfortunately, some parents are abusive and not deserving of their children’s love.
Complicated, isn’t it?
Watch their reaction? When telling that I feel alone and I don’t know what to do I get the glance that says “what are you saying, are you mad? Just get out of home and meet someone”. If someone loves you doesn’t mean he/she can understand everything.