Ive been so depressed lately I just don’t know what to do with myself any more I have cuts and scars all over. One of my friends laughed at me when I told her I cut. My mum thinks I stopped I just don’t have the strength to tell her. My step dad abuses me I have a cut on my head thanks to him. I cry every night. I can’t get the image of my aunt out of my head since September when she died. She was more of a mum then mine. I haven’t seen my father since 2005 he said he loved me but he lied. My best friend can’t even help me. Therapy didn’t even help. I’ve lost all hope please someone help me
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Did you tell your thearpist about your step dad as they are meant to protect you.
I know this is easier said then done but if you find the right moment you ca tell your mum she might suprise.
I kinow when my daughter was harmimg herself she was scared to tell but once she did and so I was there to help her it was not so scarey for her.
I don’t know what your mum is like but maybe she can help you if not you need to find someone you can trust a teacher etc
Jules x
My mum won’t take me back to therapy because she doesn’t think I need it anymore. And my mum isn’t one of the friendliest people to be around and she only cares about money. She litarly buys my love and she’s never said I love you to me b4 and I really don’t get along with most teachers
How old are you?
If you are 16 or over you can get thearpy for yourslef. Just go to your GP.
Something needs to be done hun
Jules x
Just turned 14
I am not quite sure what to say to you, only that I read on this board for a couple of days and your post was the reason I signed up today. I thought about your story so much, and it really pains me to hear.
But just think; you made someone from half way around the world – assuming you live in the US? – spend her whole evening thinking about something truly positive to sat to you.
I can only say the “obvious”. Talk to someone. A teacher for example, any teacher really. Behind it all, teachers are people too, how could they not want to do something to help you.
I’m 21 and I remember being 14. I hated it. So many things are so difficult, and you should never have to go through these things. Tell someone.
I’ve tried to find people to help but no one knows what to do cause no one can do anything my mum had complete control over me cause my dad moved to Florida. My grandma tried to help and I plan on movin in with her hopefully but there’s nothing I can really do