S.O.S

I am on klonopin and abilify and it had been working really really well for a few months. But now, even though nothing in what I take, how I take it, and when, its stopped working and I have regressed. Now everything is worse than it was before, I rarely feel anything and when I do its usually intense anger or sadness and I have started cutting again. My therapist wants me to consider inpatient therapy but there is such a stigma that I am afraid because I dont want people looking at me like I am a crazy person. Suicide is a thought that has rarely left my mind and I do not think that I will ever be happy. If I will never be happy then I dont want to live. I feel like I am trapped in a small corner of hell and I dont know what I can do to get out of it. Help me, somebody, please.