Done. Nothing to live for. Not going to bother being alive anymore. I realize I have no other person in my life who cares about me. I had another awful day today, and I just realized that not a single person cares to comfort me. I ran through the list in my head. My mom is self-absorbed, and suffers from crippling emotional problems, so she is never someone I confide in because she does understand how to properly deal with other peoples’ emotions. My immediate family are rich businessmen and women, who believe that pain is for the weak. My few close friends all use video games and anime for their point of reference, and their advice always has a limited grip in reality.
This is literally the only space I can confide in. I feel like the members of this community understand what I’m going through.
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hang in there bro, trust me when I say that youre not alone. I care about you and want to see you survive. It will not be easy, but it is very possible. Please hang in there.
Hey I jumped off a cliff! didnt work, i died i do believe and should of went to hell(cos thats where souls go, i been there – its black and white and you stay there for a long long time according to the souls there said) yep died of bloodloss, now im walking again and have no brain damage. sweet hey? God had other plans for me….. so im studying towards a childcare job. email me! http://www.abc.net.au/news/2010-06-24/townsville-teen-survives-cliff-fall/879988