Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here and live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes and die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
So I’m begging you just let me go instead,
I know you can never forgive me but please just set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life’s not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared
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Beautiful….only i havnt been called ungreatfull,ive been called selfish.no one wants to understand the pain thay just say man up.,..well suicide is maning up just not the way thay want.i need help and no one can do that it seem…i love you all my brothers and sister of agony.you are the only ones who may relate on some level.sorry no positive feed back tonight.way to drunk and sad
Oh yer Selfish was my dads favorite word for me I’m suprised he never named me it.
I’m 40 now and left home when I was 21 and still that word rings in my ear.
The funny thing is I have been anything but selfish my dad just used thsts work to manipulate me to get me to do what he wanted. He is the one who should of looked after my mum with her depression not me so he was the one actually being selfish. Then I went from the frying pan to fire I went from looking after a depressed mum to a depressed husband. In fact they don’t want me to end my life cause they would never find anyone who looks after them the was I do. Just like you I’m sure it is everyone else in your life who is being selfish and making you live this life that intact is making you and I both so sad 🙁