im not gonna say that my feelings for life doesn’t change every now and then. that would be a lie. i have good days and bad days like everyone else. and this lady’s and gentlemen is a really bad day.
no its not a bad day as in: someone f**** me over or i’ve been stabbed with a knife or my boss hates me or anything like that. its just the god damn feeling of being alive. people say its a lovely feeling. i think its gross and uncomfortable. and just FYI. don’t try and say that you know how to fix this or. just give it time love.. time. minutes. hours. days. weeks. months. years. century? era?.
im not dying any time soon. so stop. please. stop treating me like im holding a knife to my throat. im just speaking my mind.
and just to say this. if you people honestly know how i feel. howcom most of you say that giving it time helps?. it doesnt. im tired. thats what this is. stop twisting my words.
no im not a hater and i dont want any of you to take this offensive. i love every person on earth equally.
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google ‘spiritual awakening’ or ‘signs of spiritual awakening’
this has more to do with your ‘leaving earth’ thread, but I wasn’t sure you were going to check it again
17 A desire to break free from restrictive patterns, life-draining jobs consumptive lifestyles, and toxic people or situations. You feel a compelling need to “find yourself” and your life purpose — now! You want to be creative and free to be who you really are. You might find yourself drawn to the arts and nature. You want to unclutter yourself from things and people that no longer serve you.
if you were aiming for that one specificly. you missed. thats not the issue.
i just read that “spiritual awakening” thing. i cant see how i fit the description.