Today is already worse than any others. I can’t bring a smile to my face, I don’t want to… No motivation, no will. Today I finally told him the problem I’ve been dealing with for a long time now… I think it hurt him 🙁 but I knew he couldn’t understand… Hes supposed to make me the happiest person and the world and now he feels like he’s not doing everything he could but it’s not him, he’s not why I’m like this. It’s me, I’m the one doing this to myself, I feel like I’m losing grip. I’m trapped in my own hell, I call it my mind.. I really want to get out :c
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I know what thats like, you finally open up to someone and they start blaming themselves for your how you feel, and that just makes you feel worse.