Maddness

insanity. Rage. Hatred. These are the words that best describe me
For I can be the best of friends or the worst of enemies

I vowed never to hurt another living soul outside of a fight
So that I might be able to contain the fury inside
So the ignorant people who wander on through their day
Dont wind up with my fist in their face because of something they say

So physical punishment isn’t my M.O.
There are other means of torture. Many more.
I can turn your friends against you
I can get inside your mind
I can take everything you’ve ever known and
Turn it on it’s behind

Your beliefs will be shattered
Your hopes they will be crushed
Your drems will be haunted by
The memories you had of us.

For I have been labled as a freak
An emo, a druggie, a cheat
But mark my words
Before I’m done
You will wish you were 6 feet deep.

Because I’m crazy
I’m too much, too dark, too much of a loon
For you to have taken the time
To visit me in my hospital room

And instead of staying by my side like you promised
You left me and turned on me, forcing me to become dishonest

So now no one gets to know
How I really feel inside
I’ll just lie and lie and lie
Until the day I die

So let these lines warn you
Before you come try to
Fix me
To change me
To save me from your hell

I’m a fucking madman
so take your bullshit somewhere else