My flawed logic?

Let me tell you a secret,
For a secret is the same as a lie,
It hurts and destroys those who are forced to keep it,
The secret may as well be a lie, because you are ashamed to tell the truth, you hide and hide until you can hide no more.
The truth can make a whole world collapse,
Can cause unnessesary pain and suff ering but perhaps not as much pain as the secret held.
The monsters and demons that firm that make you spiral into darkness with visions thst make you believe that suicide is the only way you can break free.
The replays mainly slow motion reliving every moment, every secret etched into your brain, every lie, everything you made yourself belive, anything to ease the demons. I am sure you have formed an opinion on my post, on me as a person perhaps?, but ive held so many “secrets” in my dhort life, lied alot because i was ashamed i was scared of the pain i could inflict on someone i cared about. I was good at hiding, you become a master quickly when you have a big secret to hold.
Once the secret is out there in the open there is no going back. You cannot untell a secret, you have to endure the repocussions. The way people look at you differently as if you are somehow tainted, you suddenly bear the mark of abuse, silent suffering. People suddenly realise why you acted a certain way. You are branded, i dont want to be damaged goods. I want people to understand how my mind works, bounce ideas, light or dark, not standing in my way no matter how rediculous or incoherant my ramblings are, just a vent without my branded mark..

So let me tell you a secret, for my secret hurts like a lie x