I have problems, I think…
It’s always been here..
I have a man who loves me.. and I have a few friends … and family…
I love this man, and as of right now he’s my rock.. Cause I don’t want to be alive..
I have this feeling of needing to end my self.. A feeling that things would be better
for everyone else in my life if I was gone… They say other wise, but I have it
imbedded into my head.. I just .. I need help.
Is there a right moment to really give up on life? Is there really another way to figure out if
death is the right answer or not?
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Death is not the answer, it is the end, it is nothing, it is the finish line.
Life is posiblities. Life is love, Life is Joy+pain, Life is the journey, Death is the end.
When your dead you will never feel joy again, you will neve see your man smile again, you will never laugh again, you will cease to exist.
We are going to die. A little pain for a little love.
Peace
Unique
You’re absolutely right.. I agree it is the end of the line.. But why is it so hard to stay away from it.. To not want it time after time.. Then again times you don’t want it.. It’s like if suicide is so easy and it’s something frowned upon how come so many of us end up there?
Any idea how to let go? To stop letting your mind go to that dark place, and to realize life is better? That living is better then death?
Then again, we’re all going to die anyways, some of us are dying more then others…
I’m so lost and I feel as if no one can help me, just keep holding onto me.. Pulling me away.. but sometimes they’re not always there..
I wish i had the answers, but i will share some things i do if you really want my help.
The next time you fell happy or in a selfimproving mood.
write down a list of all the things you knwo you should be greatfull for.
like you have a BF, you have family, you dont live in a third world country, its a beautifull day, but arent they all beautiful when you have sight, smell, sound.
Life could be alot worse.
Next you feel the dark passenger calling, take out you list and read it.
also start another list and every day three new things you are thankfull for. its easy at the start but gets alot harder after a week and then after a few weeks of trying to find things to be happy about your view of the world will begin to change,(at least thats the theory)
I hope some of this helps.
peace
Unique
only you have the answer .. I know death will be my solution, I’m tired of being encouraged to believe life is worth a fight