When I self harm I am upset or angry (I may cry) but mostly it is not from the physical pain, but by the mental pain. I can hardly feel it when I am doing it, you just kind of black out and go into a trance and forget the world for a little. Then I feel like a complete moron afterwards when you are hurting so bad from the cut wounds.
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I can relate even though I don’t self harm except when I’m actually trying to end my life.
Cutting really is stupid and pointless and harming yourself to feel better makes zero sense. Next time you’re upset and need to release some energy do some pushups.
I know it is and I’m ashamed I have gotten myself caught up in such a stupid addiction. It makes sense to me its a quite way to deal with emotions.
I have tried to exercise and all that but it just doesn’t work.
Search for my previous post called;
the Cutter
It explains the cycle of relief from cutting.
It’s a way to cope with pain.
Peace
Oh okay I will thanks 😛