Today i just fond out how verry crule someone you love can be when that love is no longer reiprocated.which is usualy the case.but this came from someone i never thought would say such things.i never thought a person could feel such a pain soooo bad that wasnt physical.actualy i dont think any physical pain could compair.i am sure i will die soon because i cant take this pain.i guess im a big *****.im not being a man.but i am crushed and not even my 4year old son can keep me hear any longer.words cant explain the anguish i feel inside.i know we all have our problems but i cant handle mine.and as much as i pray god wont kill me.so it looks like i have to take matters into my own hands.you could never imagine the pain in my chest rite now.its not jus a broken heart its a physical pain i feel.PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME….PLEASE!!!!!
I cant live with this pain,these thoughts,this cruelty.i cant belive im here still.just a mater of time i guess.I LOVE YOU ALL……but i must go.not tonight because i have my son here,but when ill let you know.i cant stop crying,why cant i stop crying.
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Please message me if you need someone to talk to. You are loved.
You don’t fall out of love. You just learn to live without the other person. Chin up, man.
I know it’s hard. Try focusing all the love you have for her, towards your son.
I don’t fucking know. But that seems pretty ideal.
Just breathe.
Dude. Fuck her. Who leaves a kid in the middle of it all? You know the answer: Someone that obviously doesn’t have commitment and steadfastness like you. That kid is going to respect the crap out of you. Stick it out and stick it to her by raising your son into a Man like yourself. Someone that just doesn’t give up when shit gets tough. Raise your kid and be that amazing father in his life. Your vindication will come through your son. When he says “I want to be with Dad”- You just raise your brow and say “kid knows his shit!”
Also that emotional pain to physical pain is a real thing:
http://ns.umich.edu/new/releases/8332
The trick is to keep breathing.