hey guys.. its saturday night and im writing this! dandy! i just moved in to the states.. and yeah things are definitely different.. hard to adapt.. *puh* so i’m spending this saturday night in.. alone.. and.. listening to NYC by Interpol! wow! haha..
anyways.. I just wanna share my story.. i dunno what I’m getting out of this.. but.. it’s been tough I came off my meds.. a while back.. I popped some e’s over the last year that definitely did not help.. I just don’t feel things the way I used to.. makes it twice as hard to get a girl.. or anything really..
shy as fuck I space out a lot.. my friends don’t really call me out as much.. I kinda forgot how to talk.. trying my best to Get my Life together but I don’t really know what that means at the moment.. I wanna get out there and meet ppl hang out party but fk.. my confidence/happiness levels are just not there.. what comes first the chicken or the egg?
I think this girl likes me too but I just didn’t really do much about it.. cuz I was too scared.. well that’s life I guess.. I dunno u noe.. hope u all are having a better time than I am! peace and love