Tonight my mom and I got into an even bigger fight. It resulted in me walking the streets of Washington D.C alone. She basically straight up told me to find somewhere else that someone would care to say they have a daughter with ‘problems’. All she did what bring me down. Telling me how better her life would be if I was normal just because i said i ws still in love with that one guy she didnt approve of. The truth it no one is normal. I’m her DAUGHTER not just some girl. Why can’t she just let it go? I mean he ‘boyfriend’ is a married man with 3 daughters. And she has room to judge me. I asked her straight to her face today if she would still be trying to change me if I took my life and she replied it wouldn’t be worth my time. I’m devastated. Depressed, mad, angry, confused, and disappointed begin to describe what I am actually feeling. I don’t know what to do.
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You have a birthright to unconditional, unjudgmental, parental love.
Peace
Yeah, maybe we feel we have a birthright but that’s not what happens tho. My mother is very much like this, only she doesn’t call me and I stopped calling her bc I know she doesn’t care. So, where do we find the love that our parents are supposed to give? How do we learn to love ourselves when we have been abandoned in the nest? My father is no better, he once told me that while he was going thru court to gain custody of me, he realized it would be cheaper to buy a motorcycle than pay his lawyers to get me, so he gave up. Yep, that’s my parents. If this is who raised you, what hope can you have of making a good life for yourself, full of love and good people? There is none, is there?!
the part about ur father, i feel for u..
i really do..
well to generalize.. i really feel for u. if not partly bc of them, i wouldn’t have been in this depression. so sickening!