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id like to be needed ebough by someone that theyd take me far away and set up somewhere so i can get away from the pain, and start over as it were, and work to what i want. i think now that i have to work for what i want here for me to be able to find someone who would love/need me enough for that, theres some truth in the “if you dont love yourself, noone will” stuff

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I_dont_matter 7/31/2012 - 11:31 am

I totally get that feeling…..

But in my case….. the “pain” is within my head. How can you run from your own brain? Where is it safe. Where is happiness located?

Best wishes to your birthright. My hope is that you FIND that happiness. I am sure you deserve it.

Duke of Marmalade 7/31/2012 - 11:59 am

I need someone to wire me some money ASAP. Im in a bad situation and need someone to help me out. I dont know why I always do this to myself. Anyway, If you accept my proposition I can definitely arrange for you to get to a safe place as I am familiar with several heavily fortified buildings. I have a feeling I am going to end up in one of those buildings in the not to distant future. Thanks.

the Guardian 7/31/2012 - 12:34 pm

There is already someone like that in your life,

Are they willing to help keep you safe?

Duke of Marmalade 7/31/2012 - 12:43 pm

Not really. They send people to knee-cap you if you don’t pay them in a timely manner. They take but they don’t give.

I_dont_matter 7/31/2012 - 1:07 pm

birthright – are you okay?

birthright 7/31/2012 - 2:36 pm

@i_dont_matter- mines in my head to, makes it kind of difficult to run from right? sometimes i want to push everything away, and yeah im “okay” thanks for caring, means alot.:)
@Duke of Marmalade- whos knee capping who? sorry iu ijust woke up but im a littel confused at your replies.haha
@the Guardian-i guess, i dont no, im confused haha im aware nonone can whisk me away to a place where its just them and me and we are both happy, just wistful thinking, i do no i have to work for it, and work on finding someone that can be my “forever”

I_dont_matter 7/31/2012 - 2:41 pm

Glad you’re ok.

And yup – my therapist told me that affairs are a COMMON result of depression as the depressed person is desparately seeking comfort any way they can.

I know the idea of running away is very attractive. Kind of a big old finger to the world while finding some happiness. Yup – that i fully understand.

Duke of Marmalade 7/31/2012 - 2:48 pm

You said you wanted to be needed. I said I need some financial assistance if you were offering and I owe some gambling debts to people who don’t take kindly to being messed around. I hope that clarifies the situation.

birthright 7/31/2012 - 6:33 pm

i dont think im able to give you money right now, how much do you need?

Duke of Marmalade 7/31/2012 - 6:50 pm

Don’t worry about it. I deserve to be in the situation I’m in and will never learn my lesson.

birthright 8/1/2012 - 9:34 am

do you think you will be able to pay it back eventually? id like to help in someway, financialy or not.

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