Back Again. The time every night when I realize I cant do this. I’ve actually pissed off my only friend because I havent slept in 24 hours. Energy Drinks that are making me sick, all because I dont want to sleep..or dream. I’d rather stay awake for the rest of my life than dream about what couldve been..what should have been. I’m going to be alone forever…panic attack…burn through adrenaline..get super tired. Energy Drinks. I cant even put a functional sentence together. Pathetic.
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I sent you two emails :/
Havent checked my email. Sorry..couldve saved me lots of grief today.
Ive emailed you, AtTheEnd. Thank you.
I think I’m near immune to energy drinks to be honest, I just drink them now to keep me a bit more awake when I can’t sleep at night. I’m exactly the opposite though, I hate being awake, drives me nuts sometimes. Sleep is probably the only time I get to relax slightly XD
Are you trying to kill yourself from lack of sleep? I’m asking because I wasn’t sure from what you wrote. If you are that’s something that’s pretty difficult even with energy drinks, at a certain point your body will start forcing you to take micronaps.