I don’t know what’s wring with me. I need attention. I need to be noticed. Everything hurts and I never feel loved. I literally never talk or text or call anyone and I basically spend every day only talking and hanging with my parents. This by itself is not a big deal, but I feel like I’m weird because of it. The few friends I do have call me a liar, an annoying little *****, a slut, a whore and basically they want nothing to do with me. It’s my fault somehow and I’m not just saying that to sound pitiful. I’m totally lost and pretty much numb. I don’t really care  anymore and that scares the shit out of me. I’m fucking huge and I’ve struggled with eating issues for years. I’m still a normal/fat weight because I don’t purge when binge. I fast for days but it’s really not a big deal. Don’t even know what m looking for in posting this okay bye.
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You’re no more or less weird than anyone else. You do different things. You don’t look the same as everyone else. Those are not bad things. People who think that are slightly out of touch and trying to conform to some ideal they’ll never attain. Be glad you’re outside that perspective. There are other people in the world who will appreciate you for who you are, you just have to be patient and keep an eye out for them. You’ll know them when you see them, and you can help them understand just as much as they can help you feel less alone.
Don’t give up. 🙂
I care and I am here for you if you just need a friend in your coldest days. Message me : shine_through_darkness@yahoo.com
You are not alone!<3