i imagine what it would be like to cut my stomach open. seeing my insides pour out. my intestines falling, when i picture it its all in black in white. black blood flowing threw my fingers, down my legs on my pale skin. letting people see that i really just might be cold blooded on the inside
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ive had the same image expet with my wrist seen the veins shoot out blood to see it all see how much blood i can get to come out before dieing
i always imagine these things, i never really thought anyone else thought about this stuff
same here some times i wonder what it would be like to just cut my chest oppen and see my heart pumoing in there then riping it out slowly and cutting it to see what it looks like on the inside
I’ve imagined what my radius and ulna look like when I slit my wrists all the way down to them.
i wish i had the balls to do it..i feel if i got that far all the pain would go away. but for all the pain to go away i guess thats just the meaning of suicide.
attheend……
I try to be nice to most ppl here. But i have NO tolerance for someone who would even THINK about hurting someone else. If you have an issue – that is YOUR problem. Do NOT hurt anyone else.
that post sort of scared me..not you the other one
K thanks Mr Nobody. Despite what i wrote im to calm to hurt others. In fact people describe me as being too nice but whatever thanks for making me feel like outcast even in this website where everyone is supposedly “welcome” what a mockery. Btw i know my issues are my own don’t begin to attack someone you don’t know. Have some self-control and learn to first ask before jumping the gun. Gosh wheres Dawg when you need him.
im just affraid for you, thats all. your not an outcast everyone just has different opionions on things
Then i wont bother you ever again.
And i am an outcast now but whatever. Theirs intolerance and misunderstanding even aming people with similar problems. You two just reminded me why i never talk about my problems because theres no safe place where you wont be judged.
nobody was judging you.
you were “judged” cuz your post clearly stated you wanted to hurt others.
Not only is that sick. The timing (after Colorado) is intolerable.
I can only comment on what YOU wrote. ***** at me all you want. But YOU were the one talking about harming others.
If you wanna hurt urself – I get it and I will be happy to try to talk u out of it. But when u talk about harming others – then I say screw u.
i just dont want people to fight on here, i feel like this is the one place i can talk and people care. i understand where both of you are coming from. i just wouldnt want to see other people get hurt its painful enough knowing people hurt themselves. (i do hurt myself too and i end up feeling sorry for myself)
Art and the People’s tendency to seriously pay attention when they see gore.. Black blood is dry and old, left unnoticed till it starts to stink.. Or maybe the heart of someone has gone to ponder for the absence of someone.. There are times when presence can be most powerful when it is not felt. Cos’ some know deep inside that they are important, which seems unacceptable somehow.
-random thoughts after reading the post