I used to tell her that if I had to choose between breathing and loving her, that I’d use my last breath to say “I love you”…
A year removed and its a void that can never overcome. So heed my lesson, and hear my warning.. Its better off to be alone..
Alone means nobody can hurt you.
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Feeling pain is good sometimes. It tells you that you’re a living, breathing human being. Being alone, however, is not better… you might assume nobody can hurt you, but the reality is that everything you miss about other people will hurt you. That pain lessens when you connect with other people in meaningful ways.
The fact of the matter is, nobody can live pain-free, and it would be unhealthy were it possible. Pain tells you something’s missing, or something’s wrong. It can also tell you that you’re able to grow as a person. You have to choose that last path, though.
I have to grudgingly agree. Still I have no intention of cracking the wall, not after all the pain of getting to this coolly neutral plateau. But I miss the dialog sometimes, the rapport and comraderie. But I’m so ill-equipped for it anyway – not that people don’t “get” me, it’s more like I can’t sustain any normal shit for more than minutes at a time. But you can’t dismiss the above orangish fact of life. No healthy life is static in any direction.