everyone makes suicide jokes around me
they make fun of cutters
they make fun of the disease that plagues my very existence.
does no one feel sympathy for mental illness in this world? just because its not directly killing me, no one gives a fuck.
People see my scars and smirk and whisper to one another. i wear black one day and instantly, im emo. i give up. i think im going to “trip” infront of a speeding SUV tomorrow.
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Wouldn’t be a bad way to go, actually…
I’m going to be straight with you. Wearing black doesn’t make you emo, wanting to off yourself because of their comments does. People make fun of life too. Everything is a joke one way or another.
You sound too young to give up on humanity just yet lostchild. Not everyone, just probably a few very silly and heartless people, have made fun of you about cutting. Please don’t judge the whole species by these idiots. We are always here to listen, you can always vent here. Zx
Ps, by the way, I don’t see anything wrong with being emo. Some of my best friends, etc. To me it’s about being sensitive, creative, and not afraid to be different…Zx
Don’t let heartless people get you down, your life is too important. I just got out of high school last year and I had to deal with the same kind of people almost everyday; they’re the ones who are dead inside, not you. I hope you don’t fall in front of an suv because you killing yourself will be a waste of wonderful person, and the world could truly use more people like you.