Damn… I’m a little depressed, but don’t want to fight it. Because even when I am not depressed I am still the same person who is doing nothing.. I hate myself for being myself. I know I haven’t reached my lowest point yet, and I am very afraid that one day that day will come and everyone else will discover how worthless I am. I am a lazy fearful procastinator, and I am not and don’t think I’ll do something about it, because I know that when I try somewhere down the road I will eventually quit when the going gets though.
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but god still loves you. i was every thing you said but worse i wanted to die so bad and i was mad at god i use to say god why do you hate me then i day i went to a park and some kid was singing god loves you so my friend god loves you so very yery much and you are no faliure to him so rejoice and cry out god please save my life i love you john
He did give them to someone who deserves it. He gave them to you 🙂
This is common for people with depression. Putting things off and even when you get round to doing them, they never get finished. It’s not that you don’t deserve your talents, you just need to believe you do.
Everybody procrastinates from time to time, it’s just best to take ten minutes, chill with some decent songs to clear your head and get it done no matter how hard it is.