what does your average person feel like when they wake up? what do they feel like when they are sad? do they ever seriously want to die or hurt themselves? also what would happy people answer to these questions? im curious.
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Feel happey then i remember.
Annoying enough I used to be one of those happy go lucky person that would wake up happy… I felt sad and would embrace depression for a couple days but then it would lift and I’d be back to myself. I never wanted to die but I did engage in some self destructive behaviours but I was still happy.. Now I can safely say waking up is THE most painful thin in the world. All I seem to know is sad and I most definetly want to kill myself every waking moment of every waking day…
what would you define as feeling happy when you wake up?
what does it feel like?
Looking forward to the day ahead of you. Apparently I would sometimes wake up smiling,.. Feels light instead of heavy. Your eyes open and your relaxed and content. The mind is clear and you get out of bed when you wake up, no tossing around or pulling the duvet over your head…
thanks for answering, i think i understand it now.i just..i couldnt remember is all
God I’d do anything for those times again…
i seem to look apon any kindof happy as being fake, that only sadness and pain is truly real, but that cantbe true. i hopeyou get those times again, someday,somehow.
I’m in the same boat as you now I think people must fake it even thought I used to haveit. I’m not going to getting those times back unfortunately and to be honest I dot deserve them anyway… Soon enough will the last time I wake up. Just riding out the days
Now, waking up is always painful, and every time I close my eyes to sleep, I beg, pray, wish not to wake up. But I do.
It wasn’t always like this.
I used to wake up and think ‘gotta get to work, or gotta get to college, or gotta go for a swim – was always doing things busy busy busy. – a lot of people will wake up and think those things, people get caught up in their robotic ways. alram, work, cigarette break, work, lunch break, work, go home, have a beer, etc’ so there isn’t much thinking or feeling I think, I don’t know. I can’t actually remember, and now I am talking a bunch of useless crap. over thinking
Happy people.. hmm, what makes a person ‘happy’
maybe they think – must do my morning meditation in the fields?
or the foolish happy type will be like ‘fuck yeahhhhh! har har har, it’s 8am, and i’m ready to rock n roll!’
yeah i feel the same,i feel awful waking up and i hope i dont wakeup. i dont remeber feeling different, but i musthave cared wheather i awoke in the morining or not at some point. i even go so far as to think anyone who is “happy” must be shallow, hope it isnt true
I see a happy/content person as: Wakes up, stretches while giggling, showers while singing, gets dressed while singing and dancing, looks forward to the wonderful day they have planned out.
Lol I did sing while showering quite a few times… I’d pinch me if I saw that person now…
*punch