Lost in the world

I honestly don’t know where my place is in the world. I mean, I’m pretty normal. I’ve been to the mental ward once, but other than that I live a pretty normal life. But honestly, not really. I think I’m fine, but really, I’m not even close to. I guess I’m just here to bother others. I never really seem to do anything right. I just want to disappear. I try to better my life, but there’s always someone who brings me down. I really want to go to a new school, even though school started last week, and my mother is being very close-minded about it. I just want the whole world to stop.  I never made the right choices, I’m  a screwup in the world, and honestly, I’m just done with everything.