2. Year college student. Finished my first year with straight A’s. Got completely burntout.
This triggered a major depression. Have had issues since i was 12- 13. Anxiety disorders, OCD, depression, suicidal thoughts. Also suffering from existential angst. Also inferiority complex and self-loathing
Also have some love-related issues
I seem to be way too exhausted to get good grades this term. The semester just started sso i have the opportunity to take take a half-year leave to recover. In the future however i would just take that as a token of how a massive failure i am. Also i feel that everyone would despise me over something like that, which is probably not true
6 comments
hey you dont need to care about what other thinks about you or say
thats none of your bussiness
just do whatever makes you feel happy
and failures is just a step ahead to your goal
no matter how many times you fail never say you failed this much times just say you discovered ways by which you can fail
and if you have ocd at large extent then you can tell me here or on my e-mail sdnomys@gmail.com i’ll help you for sure
and dont look back and grieve the past its gone and never gonna come back
dont care about future it hasnt come yer
just live in your present and make it worth remembering
always remember today is the first day of the rest of your life its upto you to be the prisioner of your past or to be an architecture of your future
hey you dont need to care about what other thinks about you or say
thats none of your bussiness
just do whatever makes you feel happy
and failures is just a step ahead to your goal
no matter how many times you fail never say you failed this much times just say you discovered ways by which you can fail
and if you have ocd at large extent then you can tell me here i’ll help you for sure
and dont look back and grieve the past its gone and never gonna come back
dont care about future it hasnt come yer
just live in your present and make it worth remembering
always remember today is the first day of the rest of your life its upto you to be the prisioner of your past or to be an architecture of your future
Actually i’m way more concerned with my self-image. I have a problem with self loathing as i wrote above. Actual failure would therefore be really hard for me to handle
Second the failure. It’s a good point
What do you mean?
but failure shows that you’re trying
no matter how many times you fail if you are willing to try again and again
always remember when you get into a tight place and everything goes against you till it seems as you couldt hold on a minute longer dont give up then
because that is just the time and place the tide will turn