My job is so stressful that i am seriously always thinking about suicide. I cant leave my job because i have applied EVERYWHERE and no where is hiring so i have to get money to pay for gas somehow so i have to keep my job and its killing me. when i even think about my job even right now as i am typing this i want to break down in tears, throw up, and kill myself all at the same time. I just want to let out a long loud scream and ball my eyes out. I hate my job and it makes me hate my life. I really just want everything to go away. if things dont start looking up soon .. i think ill have to seriously think about things and whats more important. Decide whether my job is really too much to bare and my options.
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That sucks. What’s your job?
And why did you start it in the first place?
I loved it at first but now im overworked and over stressed because of it and I work at a fast food restaurant.
But thank god i had the balls to tell my boss who is also my cousin that i need wayy less hours and that i cant open anymore! and she is agreeing to it. so that is some anxiety lifted.
Sorry to hear this Stacey. Am I right from another post of yours that you’re bipolar? You’re doing well to even have a job. But that said, I know that kind of job would not have suited me at any time, even less so these days.
I’ve done loads of voluntary work over the years, but I am finding these days that I don’t like to commit to set hours and days, because I never know how I will feel, and the amount of stress and anxiety it causes is just not worth it. I prefer something I can pick up and put down when I need to as it were.
But totally take your point that you need the money…I hope you can find some resolution to your situation Stacey. You are very much not alone with this kind of problem, even more in the current economic climate.
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thank you for your support!