Hey guys…I new at this. I’ve read stories on here. Most of them are worst then mine. But I need to let this out  I am a 14 year old girl. I used to do triathlons, run, swim, and i was pretty good but my older sister was better. My parents always told me to be more like
Her. but I was never good enough. So I quit. Which pissed them off but I didn’t care. They always favored her. It was always “my daughter is a national ranked champion she’s so amazing at what she does. And our other daughter just does gymnastics (which I had gone to because my sister couldnt do it ).All they did was talk about her. Back then I was 8. 5 years later its still the same. But now she does pagents. They are always saying “yes you are pretty but your sister  is gorgeous”. And I’m tired of it. My one friend was my uncle. I could tell him anything.he was the only person who woulnt judge me, laugh at me, tell other people what I said, and he would listen to me. But I’m January his car lost control , hit a tree, and caught on fire. He was trapped inside  By the time they put the fire out they didn’t know if anybody was in the car. And then they found him… He was dead  he didn’t die on impact … He burned to death. Then I fell apart. I shut out the world… People started calling me an attntion seeking whore because I cried. I lost my friends. All of them. My family doesn’t believe I’m depressed. I still cry myself to sleep. I cut sometimes but I’m better than that. I hear my uncles  voice telling me wverything is going to beokay. And for one moment I believe it. Iwish he was still here….  😔
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Is there anyone that u can turn to talk out your problem?? I can only image your trails at the age of 14.
Ah just stick with us, we’re always here with open arms without judging or anything, judt kind people(: There’s a lot of youth here (myself included) so you’ll be surprised at how people understand you and all(:
It’s always that parent always sides with one sibling and leaves the other to feel rejected and all. I’m not sure what I can tell you as I don’t have that situation, but don’t mold yourself into your sister, do what you like, stay true to you, cause in the end, you’re all you have and you get yourself through the days and such.
Anyways, we’re always here ^_^.
best of luck.
Your the same age I am..
I’m your age too and its the same thing. I’m always the second never the first I’m not the favorite it gets hard it sucks. I understand if you wanna talk I’m here
You’re uncle’s spirit still lives on, and I believe he wants you to understand that you have not lost him. Listen to your uncle’s voice. I hope that things get better for you.