i Never Thought i Would Ever Think of Suicide or Self Harm, But When i Finally figured out i Was All By myself in a world full of non Understanding People, i Was left with Self harm, Daily. At First no i Didnt want to Kill myself it was just a stress release, i Was Only 13, My Mom was Never Around, && i Was Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, & Put on Meds For that.
i Didnt Want to Kill Myself until the Day i Went And Asked my Dad for help, i Felt worse that day, && i wasnt Just going to cutt, of corse he didnt believe me. So i Went into my Room & had Gotten the Pills They had prescribed me . i took all of them at Least 45 . i Was soooo Sick But was Scared to tell my Father. The Next day i was to sick to get up and go to school or even get out of bed. Â My Dad Took Me to the nearest E.R && They Sent me into MillWood Mental Hospsital. it Helped alot But it wasnt the end of my Hospital & Self harm trip. im Still Working on All of this & its been Almost 4 years since this,