My brother died when i was 9. Withing a course of 4 years, 10 more family members died.
I was diagnosed with manic depression and anorexia at the age of 12.
I use to be a major self harmer.
I am proud to say it has been over one month. <3
At the age of 13, i fell in love, and lost my virginity to a boy who i thought would never leave.. 4 days later he left. I wanted to die.
He called me a slut, easy, whore, ****, insecure, ugly, disgusting, fat.
I have forever thought of myself as these things, since he has said them because at one point his opinion is the only one that mattered… and he knew the most about me. So they must be true, right?
I have attempted suicide because of him, and now hes with my bestfriend..
I have found someone ten times better then he ever will be to any girl.. but, what he has said to me will forever be stuck in my mind.
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Keep up the good work with not cutting yourself. You can do it! I believe in you! 🙂 glad you found sumone better than your ex… u deserve the best and you don’t deserve crap like that… I kno its hard b.c. I have a hard time getting it outa my head about what my dad said when I was a kid but all we can do is try to leave the past in the past and move onto the future!
thank you for your kind words:)