reading a lot of posts on here lately (i’m around, even if i don’t comment, i don’t like trying to offer advice when i don’t have any), seems like some of this site has degenerated into the petty bullshit that communities always do. just goes to show that even the most superficial of relationships break down in destructive ways. there’s no point in trying to connect with anyone, really.
anyway i noticed that most people say that this is a community of people who are at their end… people who have made multiple attempts, people who have been with depression for a long time. now i can’t remember a time when i didn’t hate myself and wish i was someone else but i’ve never attempted.
wonder if that would have made a difference. wonder if i’d burned my stomach out with some aspirin a few years ago if people would take me seriously. guess that’s why they call it a cry for help.
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There’s stacks of emotional manipulators and weirdo’s on here, stacks of nice but dysfunctional people and stacks of people in between and of all sorts.
hmmm a site for discussing suicide… who would have thought that would bring out people who could be accused of emotional manipulation or being weirdos…
I’m not a weirdo. I’m a leaf.
hey leaf.
Judging is certainly something I try to stay away from. I don’t understand the motivation behind this post. It sounds kind of passive aggressively resentful to me but whatever.
sorry, i’ll fuck off somewhere else i guess. honestly i was just posting what i thought and it’s not like i’m anyone any of you give a fuck about, or even know, why should you care what i have to say.
I dunno. Seems to me this site has a much more laid-back atmosphere than any other similar site I’ve looked at. If you were thinking about my nonsense when you posted this — I’m a psycho. 😛 I eat randomnss for breakfast. Lightly toasted, just a little maple syrup.